Ok so what happened 2 days ago [Tuesday 12 October]? Bad news again..i failed my driving test..and i dun think i wana retake another one so soon now..coz i think im a reckless driver..many a times ive been told that my judgements are poor..plus i took the bloody test in the morning at 8:25am..basically my reflexes are still slumbering at that hour and probably im sayin probably the tester gets grumpy or over excited early in the morning..coz he ticks alot of penalty boxes in my test booklet..not exactly his fault tho..things that i nv did b4 made special appearances during the test..strike kerb at S-course, strike pole during vertical parking, require reverse movement, bla bla bla..i am sad to say that i have nv made any stupid mistakes in the circuit before..not ever! and now ive already accumulated 18 points in the circuit alone..i dun even rmb doing emergency break..i shd haf been dismissed aft that hell circuit course..i gained another 20 demerit points while driving outside..sheesh..even if i didnt get any points in the circuit i wd haf failed anyway..i was so disappointed wif myself..so sad..well, there's so many things to blame besides the unappropriate timing..ive been having quite abit of a problem at home and i think im just not feeling secure..what to do..TP test cant cancel what..

So now im broke..i have no money left to spend on driving practicals nor another test date..my dad's being sticky stingy..i need a job badly but i cant have time to work coz i'll be schooling full time this hols..sucky vacation project schedule..the school's doin this to us third years coz they gona kick us out of school by April..By Golly! i cant even go out to enjoy AidilFitri! this is veri mean..basically no year end holidays for me this year..plus i'll be schooling long hours while fasting..sad but what to do..attendance compulsory what..project will be heavily accessed anyway..and we'll be strictly eyed on by supervisors and TSOs whatever that means..

Today is the last time to enjoy and gobble up before Ramadhan fasting begins tomorrow..later at 1pm gona study for my CSA paper at PS starbucks wif jiat, fz and terry..btw i haf to get that Mc Colosso ive been missing for the past few weeks..now i gotta finish washing the bathroom then im gona ciaoz from here..bye mama i love you..